and i wont be seeing him til february. )):
im gonna miss daddy.
im not even back in perffu yet and im alreadyy feeling home sick. ))):
WTFFFFF.
I DONT WANT TIME TO PASS SOOOO FASTTT!!
what if i make a mistake and ruin my life permanently??
im a coward.
im scared to face the fact that someday i open my eyes and...
mum and dad wont be there anymore.
sometimes when i leave for perffu,,
i alwayss have this BIG urge to cry.
not cos im leaving.
but cos i dont know if i would still be able to see everyone again.
especially po po and ah ma, ah gong.
i always hear things like:
"you'll never know what's gonna happen tomorrow."
"cherish your present."
and when i come to think of it.
it does make alot of sense.
seriously,,
you'll never know if malaysia's gonna be bombed tomorrow.
(CHOI CHOI!! TOUCH WOOD!!)
you'll never know what will happen to your loved ones tomorrow.
(CHOI CHOI!! TOUCH WOOD!!)
but yess.
its true.
whenever i think of 'THE END OF THE WORLD',,
i always get scared.
cos i just cant face the truth that my loved ones are gonna die.
and IM gonna die.
im currently in the 'I DONT WANNA LEAVE' mood.
):
but i was the one who chose to leave first.
so i just have to bravely face it and let my bad thought slide.
)):
♥BEEBULOVESCHOCOLATE♥
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